well, it is official. i will be unemployed after may. the job hunt is on. again. i hate the feeling of not knowing. not knowing where i'll be or what i'll be doing or if i'll know anyone there. i try to trust. i try to have faith and believe. but i get in my way. and i worry about how things are going to work out. i don't want to move somewhere alone. i lived in an apartment by myself for 2 years. and really didn't enjoy it most of the time. (technically, i guess you could say i wasn't alone... i had my fat cat.) so, that part of me freaks out at the possibility of having to do that again. anyway, sorry. not trying to whine.
i'm pressing on. i'm doing my best to give it all to the Lord. He is the only One who can (and does) know what my future holds. i'll just have to trust that His Way is best.
